我被绑在箱子里（屏幕外），他又加了更多的绳子，我恳求他让我赶上飞机，并说认识新模特来拍摄会有多好，但无论我说什么，他都不同意。我坐在椅子上，他拖着我的行李箱过来打开它。他拿出几条新的 VS 内裤，上面还贴着标签，问我为什么需要为 Fetishcon 买新内裤。他把标签撕了下来。我求他不要把它们塞进我的嘴里。它们还没洗过！谁知道这些东西上有什么化学垃圾和细菌！！！他把两个小的内裤卷成一个大内裤，塞进我的嘴里。然后他用一些兽医绷带当劈开物。那一大团东西，我吐不出来。
现在，扭动，扭动，扭动，看看我是否能挣脱。我做不到，我摔倒在地，他决定把我捆起来。我讨厌捆绑，多年来我从来没有做过捆绑，当然，他选择把我捆起来让我受苦。幸运的是，肉食饮食消除了很多炎症，我可以做这件事了，十多年来我一直没能成功做到，但我还是会痛得大叫。所以我被捆绑着，胯部被绑着，试图挣扎，但在捆绑中翻滚是如此困难，现在我明白了为什么我的大多数模特都只能趴在肚子上，甚至不想翻滚。GGGRR！！我无法把手腕拿出来。我什么也帮不了自己。他回来了，在已经吸疼了我的后颈的堵嘴上又缠上了白色电工胶带。这太不像他了，我甚至不能让他用这种卑鄙的方式堵住我的嘴，即使是定制客户付钱，所以这真的很疯狂。我挣扎着，踢掉了耐克 air max，我沮丧地咕哝着，呻吟着。
我不应该让这种事情再次出现在我的生活中，真是个混蛋I’m all packed up and dragging my suitcase down the stairs and hollering for him because I’m ready to catch my flight to Fetishcon in Tampa Florida!! When he gets to the door he is angry and says he told me not to go and that I can not go. Um, I’m confused! He loves his alone time and he likes me having my own life and we’ve never had this type of dynamic. I loathe this type of thing. I just don’t know where this is coming from. He drags me away. He also doesn’t approve of my airport outfit and blond hair. He says I look slutty.
I’m boxtied (off screen) and he adds more rope as I implore with him to let me catch my flight and how great it will be to meet new models to come up to shoot, but he isn’t going for it no matter what I say. I’m seated in the chair and he drags my suitcase over and opens it. He pulls out a few pairs of new VS panties with tags on them and asks me why I needed to get new panties for Fetishcon. He pulls the tags off. I beg him not to stuff them in my mouth. They haven’t been washed! Who the hell knows what chemical shit storm and germs are on those things!!! He balls the two smaller ones up into the big one and stuffs them in my mouth. Then he uses some vetwrap as a cleave. The wad is huge, I can’t spit them out.
Now, wriggle, wriggle, wriggle and see if I can get free. I can’t, I make it to the floor and he decides to hogtie me. I HATE BOXTIES,I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO DO ONE IN MANY YEARS and of course he chose to put me into a boxtie to make me suffer. Lucky for me the carnivore diet has taken away so much inflammation that I can do this thing that I have not been able to successfully do in over ten years without crying out in pain. So I’m hogtied and crotch roped and trying to struggle but it is so hard to roll in boxties, now I understand why most of my models just stay stuck on their belly and don’t even attempt to roll. GGGRR!! I can not get my wrists out. I can’t do anything to help myself. He comes back and adds white electrical tape to the gag which already sucked and hurt the back of my neck. This is so unlike him, I can’t even get him to gag me in a mean way like this even when a custom client is paying for it so this is really crazy. I struggle, I kick a nike air max off, I grunt and moan in frustration.
I never should have let that creep back into my life, what a total jerk
